Sometimes you just need to distance yourself from people. If they care, they’ll notice. If they don’t, you know where you stand.
Got my poker face on and I’m ready to go. No one really knows whats going on behind this mask, so I keep them guessing.
Its getting harder and harder to take a deep breath without feeling that urge to fall to pieces or curl up in a ball and cry my eyes out
DILEMMA after fucking dilemma, why can’t life just cut me some slack every now and then? I’m so fucking tired…I need a vacation far from here…
Why do I keep doing this to myself?
I’m such a dumbass, I get my hopes up a little more each time we get to talk. and then she just disappears again? I don’t understand what is so difficult about just talking and being friends? I don’t need anything more than a friend I can talk to every day and who gives really great hugs. I just want a companion, and someone who understands where I’m coming from.
I’m lost and confused, what should I do?
